oh golly

I don't understand since when did being in love make you crazy? and what about all the poets, artist, and musicians that everyone things is so fucking amazing? Weren't they just in love and refused to hold back in sharing it with the world?

Are you only justified in love if whatever loves you back? Why do I feel guilty then every time I even think about ever being in love again like its a one way ticket to insanity?

I don't understand anything.