Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Fascination has found his way down below my knees.
following me again
He does whatever you please.
Fortunate his body as my gulf of water.
Ignoring the gentle blows I have sent to his ears,
to his eyes
Every now and again
when time has run into today.
you can look above the stars and see your meaning,
the novel of your life
Fight for your life.
Fight for your freedom
If he is not shouting
then he is not here.
Cursive writing.
Crocodile tears.
And who to believe if I cant even believe the left side of my brain?
This is not a game.
The reality created for you
that is the game.
Don’t let them poison your daughters.
or you may be finding yourself soon with granddaughters.
with the absence of a father .
(The media is poisoning the children. They are told to be whores and killers and these whores and killers in turn reproduce their own offspring of whores and killers...and the whorish killing nation perpetuates into a larger whorish killing nation until we all are selling ourselves and murdering our neighbors in the name of religion and morality. Don’t you see how we have been made into slaves? )
The other night I met God again
and all of my friends from back home in the promise land.
They arrived the moment I announced my feelings of loneliness
And my wanting to gather with them
for the purpose of discussing
purpose.
They stood on each side of me forming a circle.
I clasped my hands together and fell into their knowledge, their confidence of rebirth
promising to share with my brothers and sisters.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Belong to no one but myself
Wish
Could have stopped to think
Instead
Could have kept on going
Oh no, it’s just this song
That is putting me in that mood
That mood that rearranges my attitude
Towards myself and thinking of giving others a shot
Drift away if only for a little pot
Don’t even understand the thousands of promises made per second
But
Know somewhere
Some will stick
And then the rest can click
Talking the talk
Without knowing the walk
Past, Present, and Future,
And all of it is now.
No matter where I stand
Sit down
I am going to wear my crown
Let mother take care of it
Mother is taking care of it
Baby go watch your television screen there is nothing to be seen here
No need to speak
Just listen
Process
Promise
To study religion
And friendship
And followers
Past lives
Going to Christ
Going into Christ
Who is Christ?
Where does he live and why am I not there with him?
This is real
This is always fantastically real
Fantasies
Overseas
Down to your knees
All of these
Recordings
There for you
There for you
There for you
To flow
To flower
To blossom
To bloom
Followers
Friendship
And poetry
Living life
Friends
The words opening in my brain
And I am forever yours
To finger
To figure
To fluctuate
To function
Form
You fucking sinner
And all you’re fucking sinner hats
All you stupid fucking sinners
I’m not angry at you because I am you
And I have lived through everything that you have been through
And you think that you’re unique and I am actually older than you
Your lies may be cumulatively more then mine
But I promise that I am older then you
And I can show you the doors that I have opened
If you would just follow
But you’re blind
You want to stay blind
You’re scared
You don’t want to knock on anyone’s door
You have no soul
No soul
To lend
To the drug dealers
The drug dealers have stopped you
The drug dealers have stopped everyone
That’s fake
All of it is fake
That cocaine
That booze
Heroin
Its all fake
Its not creativity
GO TO THE EARTH
Open the doors to earth
There is spirit
There is a mind
There is a heart
There is you
Love you
Listen to yourself
Love yourself
Be yourself
Congratulate yourself we are here together
Practice meditation
Practice living
Visuals
Visuals
Visuals
I read this
You read this
Influence
Inspiration
Dancers
Visuals
Life
Music
Power
Creativity
Friendship
Forgiveness
Formability
Please
Poetry
God
If you are god
Please god if you are there
Please help me to share
Please help me to share god
If you are god of the gods
Where do gods live?
In god land
And I wanted to be pretty just like everyone else wanted to be pretty.
And so I drank
I drank myself into a whore
I drank myself into a shame
Into a shameful whore
I danced the dance of a million dancers
that use to go go dance at the place where I would go to dance
I am forever living in France
haha
LIARS
Anyways I moved to New York
I felt New York
I am from New York
Im feeling New York
Haa
Crazy little games that we play with ourselves
And I wanted to be pretty just like everyone else wanted to be pretty.
And so I drank
I drank myself into a whore
I drank myself into a shame
Into a shameful whore
I danced the dance of a million dancers
That use to go go dance at the place where I would go to dance
I am forever living in France
haha
LIARS
Anyways I moved to New York
I felt New York
I am from New York
Im feeling New York
Haa
Crazy little games that we play with ourselves
Flowing out pretending that I am a man
Far better to be a man because then the hand of your mother only pulls you half way down the street to the light post where you want to attach your flyer for your show.
Your show that no one will come see
because you are now only three
but you have a great fuck you for the people of your city
and must waste no time on their pity.
Live the life the lord loved you enough to let you.
Libration from yourself
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Friday, January 16, 2009
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Treat others how you would like to be treated ................ I am now just starting to see how to deal with others energies by remaining totally calm and listening. Really listening and if they ask you for something see if it is in your means to give it to them. I mean really do you know what it means when they say “treat others how you would like to be treated.”? Whoever came up withthat saying meant exactly that. If you want someone to be listening to you thenyou have to listen to them if for nothing else but to be able to say hey I listenedto you and I expect the same in return. I am willing to go the distance as longas the person telling me to is willing themselves. Do you want someone to love youunconditionally? Love them unconditionally. I mean really its that easy. |
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
The state that I am in right now is figuring out how all things since birth are connected to create this specific moment. the now.
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Mass Creation Day
I want there to be a holiday called "Mass Creation Day".Im going to start it. Basically what it means is that on a specific day everyone spends the whole day being active in creating something beautiful. This can be in the form of a song, painting, building, anything that comes from you and your talents. I feel as though if everyone was calibrating on the same frequency then this would generate MORE creativity, MORE expression, MORE beauty.Try imagining four people together in one room. One is painting, one is writing, one is asking philosophical questions, and one is playing an instrument. All four of those people are on the frequency of creativity and they are every second becoming more and more inspired because they are all contributing energy to each other so that the other can create. Like putting money in a community pot. This results in beauty.
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
jan 2 2009
If you spend time trying to remember or hold on to thoughts of how it was you will never attain growth. Staying fixated on these "memories" only allows you to recreate the emotions attached to certain memories. Memories involving negative emotions like being neglected or abused are obvously bad for you because you unconsciously look for similar situations to validate or feed the emotion/memory. The key to living in the moment is to really take a hard look at yourself. Look at all the situations that you have cried "why does this always happen to me" about. If you can be truly honest with yourself then you can be free. Taking responsibility for your part in ever situation is so important. When you master being responsible you make decisions that are more parallel with what you want out of life. Its also important to stop blaming outside forces for anything that goes wrong in your life. again that is responsibility. When you constantly blame you dont see the lesson in front of you that is trying to help you evolve. So the same type of patterns in your life will just repeat themselves until you finally see what it is you are suppose to know.We all have learned behaviors. Things we preserve to be our reality. We fall victim to the notion that things and ourselves will always stay the same, Good or bad. This is stunting your growth.Just take the time to really get to know yourself. Figure out your talents and start building a life that perpetuates the energy of joy so that who you really are flourishes. Once you know what you want from life nothing else should matter. Then you will find that everything presents its self to you exactly the way it is designed for you. Costume made reality.No one can change what things we may have done since the day we were born till the day we fell asleep the night before. The change we can make though is deciding to enter every situation with a vision of the perfect outcome. Everything shown to us has meaning to our lives. Lessons are being taught every day. Its all about being present in the moment so that your intuition can breath and tell you the things that you need to hear. Thoughts of past and future are only to cause you anxiety and fear. Which in turns blocks creativity and frreedome.
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Saturday, January 03, 2009
LIFE can anyone say they made it out alive?
RIght now my mind is blankI should offer the universe a thanks.and in all iv seento the moments like thesethere is noand none of thatjust forget that pastBecause today you woke up feeling a newThe day before you woke up feelinga newand that that wasisnt because all the belongs in front of you is now.TomorrowToday is tomorrowyesterday is to followfrom moving to the roomon to the floorthere was like a shadow of me of me beforeturned my head to fake this wayliving off the breadLa La and OMGlike whatevsand whatever happen to anythingsomething to always miss.Be a driftfurthurmore to be childishunrelentlesspauselovetryfind it all above youand then some.Sally, she was funny.That trick, man.I understand good andevilnow.problems with expression is depression.Its not fairsomething like adouble dare.and so it was,Time to amuse the friends.They laughed as I ran circles circleing the earth.