Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I dont want to play games. September 07, 2008

I know we are not speaking.
I just dont care.
positive thinking right?
It will give you everything and beyond.
I dont know. 
I dont feel as scared of you as I have before.
and I feel like your maybe thinking the same.
and your still in my thoughts. 
more then id like you to be.
and i dont give a flying eff if your with her this week.
or with someone else next week.
or with me never.
your cute.
and i like the way you think.
It makes sense to me.
and i know you get sad sometimes.
I should have never pointed out the things you already know.
it was not my place.
no matter how horrible I felt.
your prob one of the most courageous people I know.
how could one not look up to you?
I just wanted the feeling of being woken up by the Hills.
nothing i could ever do will ever be as bad as what we do to ourselves.
and forever i am sorry for being weak in front of you.
but what is sorry anyways.
I say it about a thousand times an hour.
I progress and regress.
I guess I just like you a lot...

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